Your Heart is a Muscle the Size of Your Fist
A fist full of angry thistle that you’ve pulled
by a ditch along blacktop
cutting and carving through cornfields in the
dumb, dark name of progress near
Elkhart, Indiana. Whose name itself is elegy
for some four-legged beast, or maybe a day long
gone when beauty once grew from blood to
hang like a yoke so heavy round the neck of an
Indiana boy. His head now inked and
jarred by the size of this elk’s junked heart. And who
knows what killed that elk, if it wondered
lost and lame, limping through
miles of meadow until it could walk
no more. Finally nuzzling the shade
of an old-growth oak or elm to be
pecked and pulled by buzzards so this boy would no longer
question the girth of an elk’s stilled heart. Its quick
rhythm finished, as he reached to touch
some seed with roots through squalid rooms
that no longer walled racket and clatter. For today, they’d
up-sprung flowers. The umber of muscle and
vibrant white petals which shone in the vast
wide light of a sun winding round in a sky. Its
axis always steady—and shining, perhaps, in excess—as that boy ran
yelling of yarrow, how it grew so wild from a heart. Or to gather a
zinnia for seed that he might zip it tight in that thick rich soil.