after the sun goes down our imitation
of the sun turns on
and someone must measure the distance between these street
lights—to assure ample road coverage of the jaundiced light and the mixture of the pitch
ground
into the deep gouged ridges of the roadway’s bony
back—they balance
illumination against the night
blindness that passing light causes: even before Achilles we
learned
to keep one eye
closed at night the other always
open and scanning for the enemy—the closed eye
to preserve itself from the shock
of flare the incendiary the tracer the Greek
fire—this is ancient wisdom that I share
with you
out of love that will keep you alive
when you may not want
to live passing through each revolution
of the lathe—reduced in mass but more
fully formed and brutal on our bellies
in our in-held breath
and blood coursing through your eye
feel it saturating—dilating between each streetlight
that you rush past this throb
you feel between each enemy each everyday
glory: the salvation of making
the rent getting ourselves dressed
and fed—then at last of cessation
the gravel and soot of the killing
field pushing its way into your pants under
the binding of the tight
belt around a final wound feel the roar
of its loosening of the dispersion
pinned under the work of the machine
gun—on our backs now and looking
up—the passing of the tracer rounds
like the afterglow of streetlights only makes the scar
of night more beautiful.